Don't Wanna Be Anything Other Than ME

2006-08-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

nakakatamad na magpost. I've come to realize that blogging isn't doing any good. :) Sooo, I'll just post either when I have time or something big just happened and I will burst if I don't let it/them out (be it good or bad).

PS: I hate Pinoy!!! >:(

2006-07-25T13:56:00.000-07:00

THIS IS C-R-A-P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Computers are not meant to be your best friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is incapable of protecting your files!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In my case, it just lost ALL of my pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so cursed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bullshit!!

(thank God nalang for multiply, it saved my life!)

Multiply - a true hero!! <3

PS: I'm still cursed!

2006-07-13T13:24:00.000-07:00

Nothing's sweeter than classes suspended! haha.. big joke! :D

How am I as of now? I'm failing miserably! I'm miserable. I am. Why? Because of geom. and because of you..

Happy is a yuppie word.
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I thought I had my freedom
You didn't even ask
It hit me like a shotgun
Like a cannon blast

You are so elusive
Why'd you got to be so detached?
But from the corner of your eye
I thought I saw you look my way
Did you see me looking back?

I just want to know...

Do you see me
The way I see you?

And why do you give me
So little of you?
I'm out here on thin ice
Hoping I won't break through

You can say you are naive
But I think you know the truth
You've made a prisoner of me
But I'm holding onto the belief
That my time is almost through

I just want to know...

Do you see me
The way I see you?

2006-07-10T18:27:00.000-07:00

I'm breaking down!

I'm falling to pieces!

2006-07-04T19:04:00.000-07:00

OH MY BURGER!!!! puch!!!
I so hate Geom!!!
isa pa 'tong AP project na to! my dog pooped on my project! Good thing, konti pa lang nappaste ko! :/

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2006-06-20T20:56:00.000-07:00

Ano na ba ngayon? June 20. Soooo, it has been a long time since I last blogged ah! Who cares?! No one's even nice enough to read a sentence from my blog, plus, I will be having another blog for my Media Awareness project thingamajigger. Ayos yun ah! I haven't thought of a nice address yet.

How do I find third as of now? Hmwell, ayos lang. As usual, unexpected quizzes, tons of assignments, piled up tasks to be finished before time! This is just great! :D

Btw, yesterday was our adviser, Miss Platon's birthday. So let's all greet her a very happy birthday! mwah!

Bwisit ang geom! Bwisit yung mga greek geeks na nagstart ng geometry! rrr!

*I miss Teacher Chris, my guitar teacher; I miss Gabay oh so much!

2006-06-01T11:21:00.000-07:00

May 31, Wednesday..
Brought Jamie and Niko to UP vet for deworming.

May 30, Tuesday..
training - check
my last guitar lesson - check. I will surely miss those days! hahaha! :D

May 29, Monday..
Got home from Century Park Hotel. :)

May 28, Sunday..
Fifi, Jam and I went to Century Park Hotel to stay with mama there. (another convention nanaman.) We went to SM and Harrison Plaza first to buy some school thingies for me. We had Mass after, then dressed up for swimming. Tapos mama and Tita Ningning came to the room to dress up for their party. Funny thing, hawaiian dapat! haha.. Tita Ningningbrought a really really nice curly wig! haha.. We tried it on tapos picture picture!
Finally, swimming na. Darn! I couldn't swim kasi just last week, I had my hair relaxed. rrr! pano ba yan?! I really wanted to swim but my freaking hair was holding me back!! So I sat inside the pool only my lower torso wet. I was watching Fifi and Jam swim. Pero okay lang, kasi just being with them and watching them was fun! woohoo! :D
Tapos biglang inapproach kami nung guard. He actually thought my sister and I were Korean twins!!! Waaaah! noooo way! We thought he was just being nice. Kwento.. pero nagdududa na din kami. eeee! When we were finished swimming, he asked for my number!!! Sabi na nga ba there was something behind that nice kuno na conversation e! He said the korean guy at the other pool was asking for it. So parang ako, 'sorry hindi pwede.'. Sabi nya, bigay nalang daw nya yung number! 'Sorry hindi po talaga pwede e.' Gusto ko nang sabihin na 'Shouldn't you be guarding us from people like you?!?!'! haha! Pero I didn't. Tapos he asked my name! I didn't know what to say at first pero my old classmate just popped into my mind all of a sudden(super weird yun!). Ayun, so I said my name was Sarah. Sarah Jane. Tapos we hurried back to our room na.
creeeepy!
Back in our room, we waited for pa. Tapos, we had dinner at Pizza Hut around 9:30pm na. After, had coffee at Seattle's Best. Room ulit!

May 26, Friday..
got uniform from Montecastro.

May 25, Thursday..
I asked Kuya Randy to drop me to Yamaha for my for my guitar lessons. Tapos after, Fifi and I had lunch at Mister Kabab! Suuuuuuperrrrrr sarap talaga!!! waaah! Addicted with their sauce! haha.. Tapos after, we went to Shang mall while mama had their convention at Shang hotel. So, we shopped, libot watched X-men(love!!!), ate at the food court(hahaha!) then headed to Shang hotel to fetch mama. We thought everything was finished pero may dinner pa pala! Edi nag'double' dinner kami ni ate! haha.. We thought ulit na everything was done na, pero we were to go to a wake of some doctor. Good thing we only stayed there for like 15-20 mins. Ayun.. We already went home around 11:30pm. Ayos! :)

May 24, Wednesday..
grocery with Fifi only. :)

2006-05-24T20:53:00.000-07:00

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May 23, Tuesday..
training - check
guitar lessons - check
Went to the wake of Kuya Andrew. :( I really can't believe parin.
*One Tree Hill and The OC!!!

May 22, Monday.. goodbye.. :(
We woke up, got ready, checked out and road a cab to the airport. We headed to the airport 3 hours before our flight so that we'll have more time for shopping at the airport. :) 10:20am came and it was boarding time. uhhh.. Tapoooos, we got to Phil mga lunch time. Okaaaaay, uber init nanaman.
Waaaaah! I had my hair relaxed!! After those heavy slides placed on my head, I saw my hair na. Shiyet!! Oh no.. It's actually straight. I hate it!! Siguro, you think I'm stupid na nagparelax tapos ayaw ng straight. haha.. Kasi it was uber straight! >:( ay ewan na! I wanted to have my hair curled pero my mom said no. Argh!! Look what happened to me!

May 21, Sunday..
Shopping day!! First up was Mongkok, we were looking and looking. Tapos suddenly, rain came! Darn it! It didn't work out kasi it was raining so we switched to other shopping places. We road the MTR from place to place. It was fun!!! yahoooo!

May 20, Saturday.. Disneyland, here we come!
And so, we got up, put on our Disneyland outfits and whoosh! to the MTR. (Sorry, yan na lang fastest transpo e! No time to lose!)
things we did:(not in order)
-The Disneyland Story(evening)-original artworks and stuff, How Mickey Came to Hongkong
-City Hall(evening)-info stuff
-Main Street Corner Cafe(morning&afternoon)-nice place to eat at :)
-Rafts to Tarzan's Treehouse(morning)-crossed to River to get to his treehouse
-Tarzan's Treehouse(morning)
-Jungle River Cruise(morning)-around the river
-Mickey's PhilharMagic(afternoon)-3D adventure!
-Fantasyland Train Station(afternoon)-around Disneyland
-Fantasy Gardens(afternoon)-took pictures with Disney characters!!
-"The Golden Mickeys"(afternoon)-just like Grammy awards! haha..
-The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh-rode a hunny pot to his storybook
-Space Mountain(afternoon)-my personal favorite! rollercoaster ride!
-Buzz Lightyear Astro Blasters(afternoon)-zap zap zap-ed the Z's
-Starliner Diner(afternoon)-ate :)
-Main Street Sweets(evening)-yum yum sweets!
-Midtown Jewelry(evening)
-Storybook Shoppe(afternoon)-shopping!
-Main Street Parade(morning)-parade of Disney characters along with their co-stars
-Fireworks(evening)-super nice firework tricks on above the castle!

*We also had a lot of must-do-but-didn't-got-to's. But nevermind those. :(

Disneyland = superrrrr fun!!

May 19, Friday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FIFI!!!
We're going to Hongkong, woohoo! The plane took off 8am then we got there around 10:15am. Tapos we checked in at Harbour View International House. The moment we stepped in the hotel, we knew right away na it wasn't a nice place to stay at. But we were still hoping our room would be okay. Pero, oh nooo. When we saw our room, parang kami, huh?!?! It sucked!! So ayun. After some minutes, we forgot about our horrible place. (but part of it only. We were still unsatisfied e.) Okay, okay, tama na, ang arte na :D. There... So we went outside to roam around Hongkong. So far, so good naman. :) After the long day, we finally slept sound on our horrible room. :) (I still thank God so much!)

May 18, Thursday..
guitar lessons - check
showing: The Da Vinci Code!!!

May 16, Tuesday..
training - check
guitar lessons :) - check

2006-05-15T11:36:00.000-07:00

May 14, Sunday.. Momma's Day!!
Ate Vanessa and her family invited us to have breakfast at Country Club. It was a loooong breakfast. Then, shempre we couldn't get enough of Baguio Ukay, so, we went back to the Ukay place to shop more! haha.. Then, took off na.

May 13, Saturday..
Met up with ate Vanessa to go with us around Baguio. Papa will be having an operation(surgery) there. So, while waiting for him to finish, first, we went to Narda's. Then, SM Baguio. The only SM without aircon. But it was even cooler than the other SM's with aircon. So we were like, brrrr! haha.. ikot, coffee..Met up with Papa then........ Ukay ukay!!! yeay! The only thing I look forward to in Baguio! haha.. Then we went to Good Shepherd to buy some yummy products of Baguio! Back to Room 330!

May 12, Friday..
Baguio! We stayed at Camp John Hay Manor. nice place.. :)

May 11, Thursday..
guitar lessons.. :D Bought gift for momma at Santis!

May 9, Tuesday..
training. Trina and I went to Alex's house! yahooo!

May 7, Sunday..
lunch at Tita Anita's house..

May 6, Saturday..
Shang with family... ikot, Mission Impossible III!! whooop! whooop!

May 5, Friday..
Regular Enrolment.
Training from 9 to 11.
Crossroads with Fifi!! Soul Shop! gandaaa! Try going there! It's oh so nice!

May 4, Thursday..
Shang with Monay, Geli and Kat'am. Courtesy of my dearest sister! ikot, ikot, kain, Aquamarine! :)

2006-05-03T14:12:00.000-07:00

May 2, Tuesday..
Starbucks with Fifi.

May 1, Monday..
semi-shopping with Mother and Fifi. :P

April 30, Sunday..
Ever with Mother and Fifi..

April 29, Saturday..
Greenhills shopping!!! :)

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I'm one mean dream machine!

My bed has magical dreamy powers! How come? Kasi, there was no night that I was dreamless. First day, I dreamt about the movie "Win A Date With Tad Hamilton". And I was the girl there. It was so awesome! Sarap ng feeling pala! haha.. Next day, I dreamt about random things that I couldn't understand. Some were tragic, most of them were fun, some were pointless and others were just 3-second scenes. nice.. And just last night, I dreamt about a swimming party in a nice resort . My friends, family, close relatives and other people I don't know of were there. It was fun, eh! A typical OC party it was! But not with the 'dirty dirty' dancing and those stuff, just dancing, swimming, hanging around stuff.

In fact, I can't even remember if a certain thing happend in my dream or in real life. really. The world had gone topsy turvy. But to sum all things up, one answer: Tin has a real life and a life in her dreams, both worth living for. :P

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He felt that his whole life, was some kind of a dream. He wondered whose it was, and whether they were enjoying it. - Douglas Adams

2006-04-28T22:48:00.000-07:00

Blessing of Auntie Anita's new house. So, we first toured around the nice house. Wow, gusto ko na din ng own house! :) Ate dinner then, ikot and whatever. We got home minutes after 10pm. there...

My Near Death Experience (well, actually my family's)

We were heading home from Viscaya that time. Dad was doing something with his phone and at the same time with his hair too. We didn't see there was a truck ahead. A 10- wheeler truck!! Can you imagine how big is that?! Well, big and loooong! Well anyway, imagine the scene in One Tree Hill when Keith and Lucas was heading to the airport to fetch Karen. Diba may nangyari? The same thing happened to us. Only, my dad wasn't drunk, he was just doing something (which is wrong also). Good thing, my sister screamed when she saw the truck tapos nag-break si pa. As in sobrang break! So lahat kami nasubsub. So we were like, "whew!! Thank you, God.." There.. Sobrang grabe kaya yun.. :) I was just thinking kung "pano kung nangyari yung accident na yun?". What are the people doing right now? Will the world stop? What if I got into a serious body deformation and I'm in the hospital right now? paralyzed? in a coma? in a surgery? seizing? or what.. Ay ewan.. Thank God.. Sobra.. :)

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My gangsta name!
xtina = Mercedes-Rollin Bitch Ass
tin =Threepac Canadian

My taxi driver name!
xtina = Khixzbrrrrrrr Schneider
tin = Dyng Dyng Peterson

My cutesy pet name!
xtina = Stinky Baby
tin = Fire Schmookiddy-Dooks

My pirate name!
xtina = Barnacle Breath Faith
tin = Pirate Gwyn the Bald

My mafia name!
xtina = Carla the Rat
tin = Sly Natalia DiMarco

2006-04-27T19:27:00.000-07:00

I thought this'll be the fourth day in our summer vacation na di ako lalabas. Thank God, Cassie called and saved the day. She invited me to have a movie marathon at their house with Trina, Liza and Alex. Yahoooo! Ayun.. We watched Thirteen but switched to Tristan and Isolde nung nagiging shocking na yung nga scenes. :)) Tapos, we finished the 5 minuted of Tristan and Isolde then decided to juts have a 'talk'. niiice! haha.. Plan, plan, kwento kwento... We made a very very majestic masterpiece of our doodles! haha.. papaframe natin yan ah! :)) I got home 6pm. Love you, guys!

April 26, Wednesday..
school with Alex
I read The Lost Boy until the end of the day. as in upto 12am. :) Everyone in the house was still awake. That was the normal atmosphere every evening. Still alive and wild! :) So I got to my bed with Jam. I was trying to make him sleep with all the gentle patting and everything but he was just too hyper. :) I looked at my phone, checked the time. 1:00! Eyes still open. We were waiting for the dad also. 1:26pm! Oh no, I have to try to close my eyes and fall asleep! about 5 minutes after, father came! sooooooo.. All of them were sleeping already. So parang ako, "yooohooo?! Sige na nga, I'll try my best na!". Nighty night.. :)

April 24, Monday..
school

2006-04-26T15:43:00.000-07:00

Help me cause I'm falling and I just can't see you
You came along and took a hold of me
You gave me sugar-coated valentines
Promises that you were mine
Tying up my line.
Talking dirty to me
And all I need I thought I found
You only let me down
You went sleeping around

Everyone was saying what are you doing playing with her heart when you don't care
She's much too young to string along
Put her back where she belongs
Why you doing her wrong
Its just not fair

And all I need is piece of mind
I want to put it behind
Quit wasting my time
How you turn a girl around

I wanna go back to the day before I met you
Things would be better if I could forget you
Somebody give me something strong so I can release you
A double shot of amnesia
Life could be sweeter (for me)

2006-04-25T14:41:00.000-07:00

so you think you're CINDERELLA?! argh!

make me feel i belong.. please..
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Somewhere along the line, I started hurting the people I care most about, and I can't figure out how to stop..
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Will I lose my dignity? I just lost it. Will someone care? apparently, none. Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare? I hope. But, every tomorrow I look forward to, I just can't do it.
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Once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be, or lose the person completely. Because sometimes you have to step outside of the person you have been, and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are.
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But hey, sometimes, I prayed, wished to be someone else but me. Actually, most of the time.
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Why can't I just be someone??
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Do I wither up and disappear, or do I make the best of my time left?

2006-04-24T10:37:00.000-07:00

April 23, Sunday..
After lunch, we headed to the grocery store to buy some things. We planned to go to Shang after but we lost track of time. We got home from the grocery store around 4:30 and we still had to go to Church by 6pm. So, no time.

April 22, Saturday..
yeay! I finished my book! A Child Called 'It'. Wow, it was something something. It struck me like hell. One more thing, out of boredom, I painted my nails violet! haha.. It's fun.

Okay, it's a Saturday, a weekend, it's just plain boring staying at home, so what next? We decided to go to Shang. Shopped a little, ate at Mongkok, bought books at Powerbooks (weeeeeeeee!) and played at Power Station! ("In your face, ate Kat! haha..") Got home around 10:30pm. :)

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I wouldn't give it back for the world.
Fight like hell.
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you're the luckiest person on the planet if the person you love decides to love you back

2006-04-21T23:13:00.000-07:00

Oright! We brought Jammie to the vet to get her groomed and stuff. Aww, she's so cute! She looks like a puppy pup again! haha.. Afterwards, we walked the dogs around the village. Then, badminton nanaman. Sweat is dripping all over my f-f-f-f-f-face! haha..

Stop! You speak crap. talaga..

2006-04-20T11:30:00.000-07:00

April 12, Wednesday..
Back to the Spanish era na nga ba tayo? Because it was the last day of my cousins' stay here at the Philippines, we went to Fort Santiago. Ano bang gagawin namin dun? I thought we were just going to hang around and play or whatever. Bigalang sumulpot si Jorgy-Porgy, our tour guide daw. He was saying we had to listen very carefully so that we learn the Philippine history eklat. Then, the cute calesa arrived to tour us all around. Cute ng horse!! haha.. So blah blah blah.. We were pissing off Jorgy-Porgy by not listening to him and doing other stuff. I can tell he was a bit pissed off pero malamang di nya pwede ilabas kasi isusumbong namin sya! haha.. joke! Finally, tour's over, we stopped by a store where we can get some souvenir and stuff. (parang di ako Filipina ah)
We ate dinner at Jumbo Kingdom. woah! Jumbo ship nga. Grabe, we were all bloated dahil sa kakakain! haha.. We had fun there! :)

good news: nacancel yung flight ng cousins ko! yeay! so, extra 3 days for them here in the Philippines! :D

April 13, Maundy Thursday..
We went to the Church to have confession(grabe.I'm big a sinner..) Then, we attended the 2-hour 6:00 Mass. blah blah.. Visita Iglesia by 10pm. We finished 9 Churches around 12am. yahoo!

April 14, Good Friday..
Dad decided to take us to Pampanga. So there.. Short travel then, hello Pampanga! Blood from the people(penitensya people) welcomed us. Shempre at first, na-amaze(not the right word) kami. So, we took pictures. Tapos, woah na talaga. This isn't good na! I was crying inside me. Sobrang hindi ko matake na nangyari yun kay Jesus. Chaka feeling ko I deserve to be punished that way kasi hello, I'm a big big sinner. nako po.. Tapos, blood was splattering all over.. :( There were too many people. The road was too narrow for the big mass of homo sapiens!.. :) We went down the car and decided to walk to the place where 3 people were being crucified. Juskopo!!! haay nako.. After seeing the whole thing, we headed back and stopped over for lunch. Ayun..

April 15, Black Saturday..
Another trip nanaman. This time, to Viscaya. Going to Viscaya once at least every two weeks was like a routine. Ayun. We just enjoyed there, swam and had fun.

April 16, Easter Sunday!!
We travelled back home from Viscaya. Happy Easter!!!!

April 18, Tueday..
Had merienda with Fifi(sister) and Jam at Frio Mixx. Fifi and I walked Jammie(our love dog) around the village and then afterwards, played badminton. yahooo!

April 19, Wednesday..
Getting our of cards day! nakoooooo! Mom and weren't available so I got my own card from Ms. Aniago. Shit!!! What kind of grades are these?!?!?!?!?! It's final, I would grow old with no one, doing nothing!! ay nako..
Walked the dogs with Fifi and Jam again around the village, then as usual, played badminton.

April 20, Thrusday..
Shopping with ma and Fifi! yipeee! :)

2006-04-11T14:08:00.000-07:00

No one sees me. Nobody cares for me. No one notices me. None. No. Negative. oh great.. One thing's positive, I am unloved. How can I not say this?.. I am transparent. I am unseen. I am nothing.

This is crap. My life's one big crap. CRAP.

WILL I LOSE MY DIGNITY? WILL SOMEONE CARE? WILL I WAKE TOMORROW FROM THIS NIGHTMARE?

2006-04-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

April 6, Thursday..
-konting jogging with Trina and Cassie
-stopped by at my house to get some clothes
-stopped by at Cassie's house to get her clothes
-stopped by at Trina's house to get her clothes
-ate chicken steak at Frio Mixx--mmmm, yumm! Tel arrived..
-swam with Trina, Cassie, Tel, Alex and her family, Josh and Janna at the BF clubhouse---FUN!!
--------ROUGH LONELY NIGHT--------- (life's a seesaw..up, down, up, down,...)

April 7, Friday..
Woke up around 5am to get ready to take off around 6am heading to Viscaya. Wow, 6 hours of travel! We watched Rent again.(We love singing along! haha). Played with Savana(4) and Dillin(3)--soooo cute!!. After that, we(Fifi, dad and I) swam to be recharged. "Charged again!"according to the dad. Haha! Then, we went to the grocery store to buy the things we need for the rest of our stay. blah blah.. Before sleeping, Fifi and I watched House then One Tree Hill.
----so far so good.. :)----
P.S. : Fifi(my sister/Kat) and I have to prepare a song kasi papakantahin kami!! So parang kami, huwhat?!?!?!?!?! no way!!! Ayan na!! The inevitable endless habits of adults insisting the younger ones to perform whatever, amusing or not, for the sake of entertaining them..!

April 8, Saturday..
The day of kuya Rolly's wedding... So, we got ready, fixed ourselves and all for the wedding that'll be starting 10am. "You may kiss the bride"..(haha), konting picture. After party na. That was around 12nn. Partaaaaaay! After some time, we went inside na cause it was getting to crazy outside. haha! After giving-in to Jam's Spongebob marathon, we watched Nanny Mcphee<---niiiice!. I thought we were already safe from singing in front so many people but, no! Our auntie didn't forget to call us. Oh no... We had no choice but to do it.. We sang you-don't-want-to-know-the-song-we-sang! Thank God, it's done! okay, blah blah.. Ate dinner with relatives then pictorial. Who knew the whole family was this vain?! Of course, picture taking was always included in occasions pero, sobra na ata! haha.. And who said, I didn't like that?! haha.. Before sleeping, Dad, mom, ate Joan(kasambahay), Tita Denia, Fifi, Jam and I watched House the One Tree Hill again.

April 9, Sunday..
Last day. So, we fixed our things, prepared everthing and headed back to Manila around 11:30am. I hated traveling pero this was different. I don't know what was it, pero the whole travel time, ansaya.. haha! Arrived home 5:30. Had Mass, 6pm.. tapos..

April 10, Monday..
Did nothing but watched the Tree Hill drama.
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Oright, I'm jealous, pissed off and just feeling sad and lonely. I've always lived with this feeling. But now, it's just killing me. This feeling wasn't new to me. But this time, its different. There's and extra something. An extra loneliness I just couldn't take anymore. After watching Rent, I always sang these lines.. "Will I lose my dignity? Will someone care? Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare?" Not knowing what it really means.
But now, I've come to know how it feels. Dark and painful..

A lot of people proclaim themselves as an island being. Always thought they had no one to be with. But, they always had nice friends to talk with when they feel that they had none. Why do they call themselves alone when I can see that there are so many people keeping in touch with them? Do they still want more? What if they were in my shoes? Wala talaga.. Me? What about me? Wala ni isa.. Everytime I check my phone and I, sort of, am expecting a text message, even a hi, but nothing comes through, I never forget to ask myself what am I really to this world? "What am I to this world?" Where are you???

I keep a lot of things in me. I don't know how to release them. Instead, I just mask them with laughter and smiles. It's sad I can't express the real true me when I'm with others. I can when I'm alone. alone. alone. Ay ewan.. I mean, it's okay for me to write these stuff in my blog, where anyone can read everything, because no one even cares to drop by and read these. Read a word, a sentence or whatever. No one bothers knowing me. It's just a waste of time, I guess. Okay, this is not my point. This is just one proof that I have the right to feel unloved. I am unloved.

I just need someone to be my diary. Someone.. Someone who can make me feel visible. That I exist. That I have a purpose in life. So help me, God. Please.. I need you so bad. You're daughter needs you.

Will I lose my dignity? WILL SOMEONE CARE? Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare? WILL I??

2006-04-05T22:24:00.000-07:00

April 4, Tuesday..
Dad, Fifi(my sister) and I went to Metro Walk to shop for dvds. hehe.. Grabe, we bought so many.. :) After dibidi dibidis, we bought coffee from Starbucks and ate pizza ate Capisce. (Gawd, I miss my former hair! I hate my hair!!!!)

April 5, Wednesday..
I thought I was just gonna lie around, watch tv and movies and just have no purpose in this world. Then, Trina just asked me if I wanted to jog. Next thing I know, they(trina, cassie and alex) were just outside the house. How nice! haha.. So there, lakad, jog, lakad, jog... talk, talk ;) Guess what, while we were playing the balance thing near Alex's house, I fell!! wow.. I was oookay(I guess.. haha) but my phone wasn't. Oh no.. Kawawa naman yung phone ko!! haha.. blah blah.. uwi na.. tomorrow ulit!! :))

-----I want to go out everyday!!!-----

2006-04-04T15:17:00.000-07:00

omigad!!! *i miss gabay!!! :)

March 31, Friday..
EASTWOOD!!!!! with Gabay [and Kim, Frayco and Migs(for a while)]. It was the BOMB! We did nothing but had FUN! ewan ko ba pero, every single second I'm with my real friends, lahat perfect. Not actually lahat pero ang ganda! haha.. labo! hmm... LIBOT, MCDO(libre-Happy Birthday to Kat'am!), LIBOT, POWER STATION, LIBOT, SHOPPING(nga ba? haha!), LIBOT, DENCIOS, LIBOT!

April 1, Saturday..
-first day of our summer vacation!!-
My family(with relatives) and I went shopping at Shang. As usual, spending time with my family was(/is) always FUN! I saw Monay shopping also! Grabe, kain every 2 hours! haha.. bloated! nyak! joke.. I LOVE MY FAMILY!

April 2, Sunday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!!
*Nationals<--can't come. Darn!!!!!!!!! GO HOLY!!!
We prepared lunch for my mom. Had a mini party with some of our relatives. After the party, we watched RENT MOVIE at Greenbelt. IT WAS OH SO NIIIICE!! I have to buy a Rent soundtrack!!! I want to watch it again and again! (not that I like watching homosexual kissing! haha)

April 3, Monday..
I miss waking-up as early as 6am, getting ready for school, having fun in school, getting pissed off with crazy subjects, and getting tired after school. How pathetic of me! So now I miss school?! wow.. No, I don't miss school work, I miss people in school.. :)
DAY OF OUR CLASS PARTY!!!! woke up 8:30, went to Kat'am's house. We waited for Cassie, Liza, Geli and Karmelle. Rode a trike going to Save More to wait for Tel. Rode a taxi to Convergys. New hair, here we (Kat'am, Liza, Tel and I) come!
After Bench Fix, we went to Kat'am's house again to fix things, then to my house to get my clothes. We then, rode a trike to Liza's house to fix ourselves for the party and for the 'pictorial'. haha! ayos, ayos!! Around 4:30 or 5, we went to Rege's place. Party time!! hindi pa pala... We still have to wait for some more people.. Ayan na, ayan na! Party time! Kung anu-ano na ginagawa namin! haha!! ;) PARTY, PARTY, PARTY!! (song of the night: Beep! haha)

----planning another party on April 17 at Tel's house. We just can't get enough!!!--

2006-03-29T22:01:00.000-08:00

It has been weeks since I last posted.. oh well..

Shoot.. I can't believe, tomorrow na talaga yung pinakalast day.. Ayoko na matapos yung school year.. This school year has been 'perfect' because of Gabay.. I love them! haha.. Mamimiss ko kayooo...

Parang walang tests bukas ah! Pero, sheesh, Math and CL nalang na man tomorrow e.. YABANG! joke.. We, Kat'am, Tel and I, just got home from Ever. haha.. We bought gifts for the teachers! Libot, kain sa Shakeys then off we go. It was fun ah! haha.. Daming taga-Holy.:D

Nako, I don't feel like studying for the last 2 subjects!

Excited!!<-- March 31, April 3
*down as well.. If only I could turn back time..(yuck.hindi yung kanta ah!)- i mean this.

2006-03-12T00:52:00.000-08:00

okaay... (it's raining.. wishing it'll stop..)

I want to go out!! ahh!

There's bad news, good news, worse new and worst news.

Bad news, I stopped reading Kafka on the Shore! I just finished half of it. Okay, let's face it, I can't read super-thick books. It has a nice story but I don't know. It's just not me me.. :) Another failure of mine!

Good news: I found our Tuesdays with Morrie book! yeay! This is me! haha.. I'm(had an error with this last time) learning so much about life in this little book! awesome! :))

Worse news: I just can't take a weekend without at least stepping out of the house.. argh! we didn't! Oh well.. >:(

Worst news: We have 3 tests tomorrow and I can't focus on studying! It's like every 5 minutes, I step out of my chair and do something else: watch tv, eat or whatever I have in mind. haay nako naman!

*di ako mapakali!!! What am I to feel with this kind of life? :) :(

2006-03-11T11:57:00.000-08:00

March 1, Wednesday..
Alez and Tel ---->>my house

March 4, Saturday..
Tivoli with some of Gabay!!!
celebrated Josh's birthday!! weeee!
It was so damn fun!

March 7, Tuesday..
Trina, Tel and Xtina(me) --->>Cassie's house

March 9, Thursay..
Happy Birthday Razelle!
whole class ate lollipop while having Stat class! weeee!
yummy: coke flavor!!

March 10, Friday..
Tel, Cassie and Xtina(me) --->> Trina's house
did AP project
watched 1st and 2nd episode of OTC!!!!!!!!!!

----------------------------------------------------------------
For God alone my soul waits in silence, from Him comes my salvation. He only is my Rock, my Salvation, my Defense and Fortress. I shall not be greatly moved.

Oh God, I need you to save me..
I'm drowning here..
Needing air..
Waiting for You..
Seeking for You..
I need help..
It's like I'm trapped inside a room
wherein air can't pass through
Voices in my head.."You suck! You stink! Loooser! Stupid you!!"
So tired of those..
Though I really am those things..
Nobody even cares for me, do they?
I want to be someone else other than me
haay nako..
Whatever..

Do I have a name?
I forgot my name.
I had one, I know I did, but somewhere along the line I didn't need it anymore.

2006-03-02T17:55:00.000-08:00

Felt like I was somebody else this day
Don't know what it was but I still feel the same
How could I feel like this?
What did I do?
Feel like I'm nobody
Don't know what You have for me
Thought I belong
Thought I had love
Feeling empty
Really empty
Feeling hopeless
Feeling aimless
Feeling weak and numb
Feeling broken
Mend me, please
Feeling like a prisoner
I want to be free
I'm begging You to set me free
Depressed
What am I to this world?
Who am I to this world?
I am really nobody..
Am I invisible?
Can you see me?
Can you at least feel me?
Oh yeah, you can't
You can't
You can't
You can't
I really can't understand this
Oh God, I need You
Give me Your fire
Give me Your grace
Where did You go?
I can't feel You by my side
You told me to call
Said You'll be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?
I know I'm never alone
What is this?
Yes, You're invisible
I am invisible
They can feel You
They can't feel me
Why?
Something has got to change
I surrender

I had to let this out
Still there are a lot in me
Better keep these to myself
Oh yeah, and to You

Now, I can feel You
I love you
I love you oh so very much, God
I need You to love me too
(I need them to love me too)

2006-02-25T12:59:00.000-08:00

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Feb. 24, Friday.. --nevermind the details--

Grabe ang boring! I started to think that going to school is better than staying at home doing nothing. Nah!

So nung dumating si Mama, nilambing namin ni ate sya! haha.. So yun, we asked her if we could watch a movie somewhere. We asked papa as well. (I needed to watch an Asian movie for our movie review.;))

We changed our clothes and stuff. We were thinking of the mall where we could go to. Eastwood na!

We got there and bought the 8:20 Memoirs of a Geisha movie ticket. Roamed around. Ate snacks. Then, watched the movie! By the way, ate and I saw 2 guys holding hands. magboyfriend! haha.. Inside the movie house, lights was still turned on, movie was supposed to be starting but started late, so, nagpakavain kami ni ate!

Movie started and it was soooo cold! Ang ganda ng movieeeee! 'preciate it!

After the movie, around 11pm, we looked for a place to eat at. So ayun, ate pasta and pizza sa Pasto(yun ba yun? haha..) ng mga 11:30. kain.. tapos uwi na..

--it was fun--

2006-02-24T14:45:00.000-08:00

Feb 20, Monday..
yipee! half day kasi today's the educators' day! Had Mass, watched a couple of performances at the podium. Gawd!! ang init!! "bakit kasi sa podium?!" Tel and I fetched Ina up at the Prep building. She was crying. nako! We were 10 mins late sa pagsundo sa kanya! haha.. Ang init parin! Tel, Kim, Ina and I stayed in the classroom to cool down. We waited for dismissal time and day was over!

Feb 22, Wednesday..
LOVE over POWER!! Liza, Kat'am, Geli and I wrote different "i <3> this and that" on our arms. What were those in mine? parang pader na yung arms namin! haha

Feb 23, Thursday..
nakakaiyak mag-aral! Bio looong test, AP, Pinoy, CL, Math quizzes for Friday! waah!

Feb 24, Friday..
Happy Birthday Jade!
man! Late ko nalaman na walang classes! I was ready to go school and all tapos bigalang tumawag si Tel and told me there'll be no classes! weeeee! yahooo! NO QUIZZES, TEST!!! This is great!

--------I want to go out!!!!!!--------

2006-02-18T23:04:00.000-08:00

my gawd!! It has been a long time since I last posted! haha.. oh well..

Feb. 9, Thursday..
The Backstreet Boys(of Gabay) practiced for presentation on interaction with aetas. Oh yeah! *Tell me why, ain't nothing but a heart ache!

Feb. 10, Friday..
Oh no.. We still had our first 2 periods and our last 4 periods. argh! Oh yeah! Interaction with aetas! I can't believe we were serious about our Backstreet Boys presentation! haha! Gabay eh!

Feb.11, Saturday..
*Happy Birthday Roxy!!
Mr, Mrs and Ms G went to Shang and shopped. San Mig Master Chorale was awesome! We could here them while we shopped. haha! nice! The man's (dad) planning to buy a treadmill! haha.. blah blah blah.. Ate dinner at Trattoria Gourmet.

Feb. 12, Sunday..
Mom and I went to SMF. I had to buy a new school shoes! Have you seen my old one?! wow! haha.. So there..
--started reading The Five People You Meet In Heaven--

Feb. 14, Tuesday..
Happy happy v-day!!!
Oh happy day!
Pa, Ma, Jam and I went to Starbucks(Convergy's). Cafe Americano, Cafe Mocha, Green Tea Frapp and oh sooo good Hazelnut Caramel Mocha! haha!!

Feb. 15, Wednesday..
Happy day!! No Sr. Flower! yahooo!

Feb. 17, Friday..
Watched a concert of different bands at Folk Arts Theater. We were late so we missed some things. When we got there, Freestyle was already singing. I adore Joshua's voice! my gawd! Next up, Orange and Lemons. They were funny! 60's people! haha.. After that, we were planning to go to Morato but we ended up in (some place i don't remember at this moment.will edit this). We bought Starbucks coffee and ate a little at Icebergs. i'm cold!! haha.. Got home around 11:30pm.

Feb. 18, Saturday..(Today)
-Giving out of report cards!!!
-Woke-up. Remembered that we will be having a pratice today!! Oh nooooooooo! My parents are not here, so is our driver! I'm dead!!! As soon as my dad arrived, I told him to drive me to school. Oh no! di ko naabutan yung practice!! argh! I just got my card..then, went home..
-Yeay! Got my tent from school already! It has been more that a month.
-Went to Rockwell with parents and Jam. SHOPPING! ate at Mongkok and got home..

2006-02-08T18:03:00.000-08:00

Jan. 27, 2006 - Field Trip at Makiling!

Jan. 28, 2006 - Ateneo fair with Trina, Cassie, Ugay and SHS people

Feb. 3, 2006 - party in front of Shang(Streetscape ba yun?) with family

Feb. 4, 2006 - party with 1-k at Ryan's house!

Feb. 5, 2006 - dinner at Giligan's Island[?] with family

Feb. 8, 2006 - last outreach

*so far, things are going G-R-E-A-T!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!!!!!! Feb 8

2006-01-29T14:05:00.000-08:00

Jan 26, 2006! Ever grocery!
SHSians invaded the grocery store! haha! actually, 3rd and 2nd year students! Tel, Trina, Beloi, Nina, Cassie and I bought food for our field trip! excited!

Jan. 27, 2006! Let's go eastwood! *clap clap clap! Let's go bundok! *clap clap clap! Let's go Makiling! *clap clap clap!

Woke up minutes before 4am. Got ready and went to Trina's place around 4:45. We(Trina, Cassie and I) walked to Select coz it was near Trina's house. Assembly's at 5am and people started to arrive. All of us around 450 people had to meet in one place! huwaw! Could you imagine that?! Around 5am, we got inside the bus and fixed our seating arrangement.

And so it was 5:30am already. Time to go!! wooohooo! One big problem! Alex was not yet there! We had to wait for her and eventually we left around 5:45am. We were the latest among all! haha..

We stopped over at a gasoline station. All we wanted was to buy food! But, we weren't allowed to! ano ba yun!!!!! We haven't eaten our breakfast yet! I bought a hashbrown from Mcdo. Takas! haha..

So there, travel travel! huwaw! It's nice/so fun traveling with Gabay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Myosek myosek! Laugh laugh! haha..

We got to Laguna around 8:30am. We went t0 History of Natural Museum. HUWAW!! Then, to Makiling Botanical Garden! HUWAW!! This is it guys! Trek to Raptor Center and Flat Rocks! We had to keep quiet so that the birds won't be disturbed. (The facilitators told us that a bird died of shock because the visitors were so noisy! We don't want that to happen!) My ghad! The Philippine Eagle was so big! Really great!

Ayan na! The real trekking! It was so fun!!!!!!!!!! WILD AND DIRRRRRRTY! We had to slide down on steep parts. I hate my slippers! My feet was coated with MUD!!! After the wild and dirrty trekking, tampisaw at a batis(? ano ba yun?) Water was running. We played there and peeechure peeechure! Yeay! Clean again! A little trek going back to the bus. Walked on the road to get to the bus.. Calories! haha.. joke! It was a BLAST!!!

We had lunch at the bus and rest rest. HUWAW! I changed my clothes and fixed my stuff. Blah blah blah..

Time for swimming!!!! Yahoooo! We walked to the resort and passed a thin bridge! Eto namang si Cassie, andaming dala! So she couldn't pass through the bridge. Tel, Beloi and I to the rescue!!! haha.. joke! SWIM SWIM SWIM! Huwaw, ang init ng tubig! Play play play! peeechure! Oh no! Kim had cramps on her leg. Blah blah blah! whoop! Tel, Beloi, Cassie and I took a shower, dressed up at a nice place and went back to the bus. Yahooo! We're clean!

Travel, travel, travel! Sobrang saya talaga kasama ang Gabay!!!! Joke time at the bus!!! haha! fanny! Then, closed the lights, had ghost stories! After ghost stories, played with Kuya Lando at the back of the bus! (I still don't get the name game thing!) haha.. Travel travel... The bus dropped us(Trina, Tel, Liza and I) at Mcdo Ever. Awwww... Bye Gabay!

Trina, Tel, Liza and I recalled the things that happened. As we recalled, we laughed and laughed!!!! We bought food and took a cab going home.

----The best field trip!!!!-----------

2006-01-24T22:10:00.000-08:00

Jan. 24, 2006; Tuesday.. First time I commuted with my friends in Commonwealth. 'Twas already dark.

After we practiced for music, I texted our "sundo" to come and fetch us already. ("Stand up for love!"-with actions!) Bad news! No one will be fetching us! So, we had to look for people whom we could ride with to Convergys. Good thing is Zyera let us(Cassie and I) ride their car and dropped us at Piaget. We waited a while for Trina and Tel there and walked to Trina's house. Yahoooo!

Trina and Tel changed their clothes and rode a taxi with Trina's yaya(maid/kasambahay) to Convergys. whoop! whoop! We bought coffee at Starbucks and let the barista put stickers on our cards! yahooo! We talked, talked and laughed. blah blah blah! We(Trina and I) really wanted to finish our cards so that we can get our planners soon!

Trina wanted to eat at Box-O-Rice and Tapa King. But, we decided to just eat at Box-O-Rice. Yahoooo! People from some school went in Box-O-Rice and they were "spokening in dollars"! haha! So we were like, owkeiiii! Maybe they thought we speak english always. nyek! haha! Peechure peechure!!! (haay naku! bad hair day ko ngayon! why oh why?! haha!) Ate, ate and ate. We talked, talked and laughed again.(like what we always do!) We(Trina and I) were so desperate of claiming the planner that we asked people for their receipts to get more stickers! haha! (Thanks Tel and Trina!) Cassie had to go so we hurried up eating.

We looked for taxis but unfortunately, taxi drivers were on the other side. So, we had to cross the overpass! oh no! It was sooooo creepy! The "manongs" there were soo freaky! I tried to ask the guard near us to come with us at the overpass. But, I guess he thought we were wierdos so he didn't talk to us. (nako!) We walked with fear at the overpass. At first, we walked but our heart beats beated faster and faster so, we ran at the end. haha! We kept on waving for taxi! I kept on screaming "taxi"! Why can't they hear me!? Jeeps were the only ones which kept on asking if we were to ride with them. Where are the taxis when you need them?! (haay naku!) Trina let us(Cassie and I) stay at Floor Center. Trina was too caring and mommy-ish. I was like "awww" deep inside and at the same time, we were funny. We really were! Finally! They found one! okayy... Dropped Tel, Trina and Cassie at their houses. Oh no! I was the only one left in the taxi! I was sooo scared! haha! I held the door knob so that in case something bad happens, I'll just go down immediately. hehe..

I just told him to drop me at Alex's(neighbor) house. So there... I stayed at Alex's house for a while. We played with Luis! haha! cuuute! I walked home and rested. haha!

2006-01-23T16:48:00.000-08:00

Jan. 21, 2006!! was the greatest day!

school: Took CL and Stat exams.. whew!!!!! then, clean-up..

after school!: went home around 12pm. I took a shower, fixed myself and stuff.. Went to Trina's house with Alex and Josh around 2:15pm. Usap usap and played at Trina's house and at the same time, waited for Maricris and Monay. Finaylly, they arrived. (hot ni monay) We rode Maricris' van to Eastwood. Blah blah "napakagulong trip!"! "Let's go Eastwood! clap! clap! clap! clap! clap!" The trip itself was a blast! haha!

Got to Eastwood.. People were looking at us as we went down the van! We were so damn many! haha.. We roamed around around around around around. Ui, mini Anchors Away! We were thinking if we will still watch a movie. We decided not to because it would be a lot more fun if we roamed around.

We bought lots and lots and lots and lots of candy at Nuts About Candy! "Played bowling and billiards! whoop! whoop! Actually, Trina, Liza, Geli, Monay, Beloi, Tel, Cassie, Alex and I played bowling while Asher, Ugay, Josh, Mikee(Nina's cousin) and Nina played billiards. It was F-U-N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really, it was!!! haha.. A bunch on things(some unexpected) happened. It was sooooo outrageous!

Roamed around around around around!

Played at Power Station!!! wooooohoooooo! We gathered all the credits first, then, just get the "prize" at the end of the day. We roamed around around around around again!

Ate dinner at Teriyaki Boy! wooohoooo! (Monay, Cassie, Xtina-ansarap ng Kani Salad!) We ordered a glass of Shirley Temple(na proud na proud kami ni Monay and Cassie! haha..) and 2 glasses of Mudslide!!!!!! yahooo! hmm.. ahhh.. hmmm...ahhhh! sarap! We asked for our bill! more than 2,000..(we were 14!) When the waiter gave us back the receipt, there was still a peso(the change! haha..)! I wrote "Here's your tip!" on a tisse then Monay wrote "Thanks for something something, Teriyaki Boy!" We were planning to clip that with the change. We were all laughing. Beloi started designing it.. huwaw! table napkin fold! She put cherry in it but Kat'am ate it so nevermind! haha.. We were all laughing as we designed it. We stood up already.. The waiter open it then all of us were running and laughing. People were looking at us and the waiter opened with shocked with what he saw! haha.. gagu!!!!!

We roamed around around aroun around... We got the "prize" for all the credits we got. A keychain and a ponytail "pantali" each of us 14! yahooo!

We roamed around around around... (Monay left already..)

We (Nina, Tel, Cassie and I) were supposed to go down and leave already, we just stopped by at Designer Blooms because I decided to buy flowers for my mom. Then, all of a sudden, I just saw all of them again at my back! Ayun! I bought the flowers then we talked first in front of the Designer Bloom shop. Ayun.. We(Nina, Tel, Cassie and I) left around 9:30pm.. Darn! We still wanted to stay! We road Mikee's(Nina's cousin) van! huwaw! thanks! Nina dropped us at Mcdo Commonwealth. We waited for my mom until 10pm. Dropped Tel and Cassie at their houses and my day was done.. Oh no! I still wanted to go back to Eastwood!!!!

Slept aroun 11pm..

----------I want to go with my friends wherever they go! Or wherever the wind takes us! haay.. I love it!!! Darn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!------------------

Jan. 22, 2006! Tagaytay with Family(including my Tito)

Mom and I were planning to go to Tutuban but my dad told us that we'll just go to Tagaytay. Man! sobra! my parents were crazy about "Pacman's" fight! They brought a mini TV in the car and (huwaw!) watched TV at the car! haha.. We were hurrying up so that we would be at Josephine resto by the time the fight starts. haha! desperate!

Ayun.. picture picture with the Taal volcano view! huwaw! My dad was looking for a good reception for his TV! hahahaaha! We sat down at our table eating ice cream while we took pictures outside. While we were eating, My dad was watching Pacman's fight! Funny thing is, some people were watching on our TV at the back of my dad! hahahaha! My sister and I took a picture of the people watching! haha.. "hui! 50 pesos per round na panoorin!" People were crazy!!! Some were watching the TV at the entrance of Josephine resto, they were cheering and screeming as if "Pacman" could hear it!

We left after eating and stopped by at Starbucks Tagaytay. wow! what a view! sarap siguro magcoffee dun!

There... got back at our house around 5:30pm. My tito packed his things to go back to the States. We attended to Mass and blah blah blah...!

---------wooooooohoooooooo!! "Sige! Laban Pacman!" haha..------------

Jan. 23, 2005--missing Eastwood with Gabay!--

2006-01-20T12:16:00.000-08:00

*excited!!!!!!!!

wooohooo!

hahahaha!

2006-01-15T11:15:00.000-08:00

Jan 13, Friday..

NARNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-LOTR.. I love these kinds of movies! in love with them..
-They're not just movies! They're an interpretation of the Bible!
-obviously, Aslan is Jesus..
-guess who Edmund is??? Us, people..
-Aslan died for Edmund have sinned.. saved him.
-there're a lot more meanings in that movie... and I LOVE IT!

-can't wait for Tristan and Isolde!

2006-01-10T18:04:00.000-08:00

huwaw!

Jan. 7..Saturday..
woke up 8:30am. I got ready, blah blah, dressep up. Went to school 10:45 to meet up with Katam, Liza, Geli and Karmelle at the Karakuch. So there, usap usap... Then, we went to geli's homie house(transpo ko! haha..). Geli's pictures were all around! haha.. We hanged out for a while in Geli's room. Aba! aba!

Then, went to SMF. First, we walked, then, we rode a trike. So ayun, we got to SMF. We roamed around first, ate at Tokyo Tokyo. And then, did what we had to do: go to the grocery store. We bought food/ingredients for our cooking class! wooohoooo! saya!! haha... ;)! We left the groceries at "some" counter then roamed around again. We went to Starbucks. picture!!!! Then,to Ice Monster. lameeeeg! The Starstruck fellas arrived and all the people were screaming and running with excite while we sit back watch them and laught at them. We were calling Vivo cause Liza and Trina knew him. Ayaw kami pansini! abaaaa! haha... We roamed around again and

got back to Geli's place. Internet, computer, YM, Friendster, blah blah blah! wooohooo! We went outside Geli's house. lakad lakad.. grabe! We were like drunk people! hahaa.. wierdos! And so, we walked back to Geli's place. Internet, computer, YM, Friendster, blah blah blah! I called my ride and got home around 4:30pm..

---fun day!---

2006-01-04T19:30:00.000-08:00

*just checked out Geli's blog and found these things quite interesting.. hehe..

You are Boot Cut Jeans

You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way.
You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week.

What Style of Jeans Are You?

You are a good girl

You are 70% Good and 30% BadGenerally speaking, you're a very good girl.(But you don't have us totally fooled!)

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Belong in New York City

You're an energetic, ambitious woman.And only NYC is fast enough for you.Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer careerOr simply take in all the city has to offer.

What City Do You Belong In?

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 25% Naughty, 75% Nice
Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this yearBut Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfectYou were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

You are Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

Creative. Expressive. Unique.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton

Funky, bohemian, and girly.

Who's" Your Celebrity Style Twin?

Your Fashion Style is Girly

You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've gotDresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn headsYou love feeling like a girl in any settingEven your workout clothes are cute and feminine!

What's" Your Fashion Style?

2006-01-02T18:12:00.000-08:00

Dec. 28-31..
just stayed at home..some shopping..

Dec 30, Friday..
went to the grocery store
bought food for new year

Dec 31(midnight)-Jan 1(early morning)..
Tito Glen and his family(mom's side) got here after merienda time.--they'll be stayin with us. We went to my tita Anita's(dad's side) house to eat dinner. We got home and went to the Church for 9pm-Mass. We played and played at home. Tito Art and his family(mom's side) joined us while we play, celebrate new year, eat, fire firecrackers, shout and everything! We were extremely noisy! haha..

Tito Art and his family went home minutes before new year. We continued celebrating and having fun! Fireworks were incredible! Our block was so alive! haha..

So we ate and got to bed. Fixed our things and closed our eyes. But Mica and I can't sleep. So we decided to get the laptop, explore and play Text Twist. We were a bit sleepy so we shut down the laptop and slept. haay.. I slept around 3am! haha!

Jan 1..
And so, we woke up. Ate breakfast and played again!

We went to our grandfather's grave. Then, went to Tito Art and his family's house. Mama said we'll just be stopping by but we ended up playing a crazy game! It was crazy, really! We played Jumbo Floor Puzzle! haha! Even the adults played it. I was the 1st runner up(1min and 58 secs)! Ate Cha was the champ! My mom was the big funny crazy loser who finished the puzzle almost 8 mins! haha..

Then, We(with Tito Glen and fam) went home. We ate lunch and played again! Crazy family!

Tito Glen and his family left after eating dinner. So there.

Jan. 2, Monday...
Oh god!!!!! I woke up at 2pm!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-28T16:00:00.000-08:00

Bora Dec 25-28!!

yahooo! fun fun fun!!!

Dec 25., Sunday..
rode the plane to Kalibo
rode a bus
road a nice big boat to Boracay
got to Regency hotel
ate
swam and swam
rested
ate dinner
slept

Dec 26, Monday
woke up
ate breakfast at Regency
swam
parasailed
swam
ate lunch
shopped
ate dinner
rested
slept

Dec 27, Tuesday
woke up
ate breakfast at Regency
stayed at the beach
rode the boat(boating)
snorkelled
ate lunch
stayed at the beach
jet skied
rode the all-terrain vehicle(ate, pa, me)
ate dinner
shopped
slept

Dec 28, Wednesday..
woke up
got ready
checked out of Regency
rode a boat
rode a bus(5 mins)
waited for the plane
rode the plane
got home

---home sweet home!---
---still feel like I'm in a boat!---
---itim ko na nga, iitim pa ako! I'm black beybeh!---

2005-12-24T13:59:00.000-08:00

*EXCITED!!

Dec. 23, Friday..
ang boring sa bahay! So, we(Kat and I) waited for mama.. Then, off we go to Shang... 5-6pm travel..trappppik nanaman! So blah blah blah.. shopping.. Ate at Steaktown ba yun? Free salad, coffee and ice cream!! yeyah! Left Shang 10pm. Got home 11pm. trapppik talaga! owkei... tulog na!

Dec 24, Saturday..
1 day 'til Christmas!!! hmm but i still don't feel the spirit of Christmas! oh well..
--Pending:--
-have fun at home with family!!
-yun lang!

Happy Holidays!!!!!

2005-12-23T11:40:00.000-08:00

*currently in love with Kong! haha! (pathetic!)

Dec. 22, Thursday.. First, my sister and I went to the grocery store to buy things... Then, Gateway!! We bought presents for our parents! ikot ikot and then to "Duds'"(should I be saying kuya or is it odd?) place.. Sounds like chicken noh?! Not exactly, before Gateway, my sister(driver) was caught by a freaking police! haay naku.. before Gateway din, we were planning to ride the MRT but we thought twice about leaving the car..(can't trust people easily).. before "Duds'" place, we got to Ortigas(which was way far) just to look for a U-turn slot!!! haay... so there..

restrestrestrest at home.. Waited for papa and off to Shang to watch the 8pm-movie, KING KONG! 3 hours of King Kong! waah!! Peter Jackson once again got me with that movie! haha.. So, it was 11pm and the movie was over.. Shang was empty! cool.. Got home at 12am.. trapik!! owkeiii, sleep!

*quit hiding in your bangs, girl! haha.. nakakairita!

2005-12-20T11:51:00.000-08:00

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oh no!!!!!!!! Just a second from now, guess what!!! Jam got lost again! hay naku! bute na lang, tha guard saw my brother and called my dad! so yun... My dad picked him up at the guard house right away.. Jam was not wearing his own slippers and he looked funny.. Thank God we found him! yeay!

2005-12-19T09:53:00.000-08:00

OH YESSSS!

Christmas Break!

*Dec. 16-18!!!! SHS Fair 06!!
Friday.. Got to school, had our 1st four subjects, built our tent, practiced for Spotlight and had fun with my Gabay and BI friends!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday.. Got to school, had fun/played with my Gabay and BI friends, did our job in our booth(Flicker 'n Flight!), watched the Talent Show, practiced for Spotlight and then SPOTLIGHT!!!, watched Barbie Almalbis(spelling?) and got home(some other story at the parking lot ;))..

Sunday.. Got to school around 8am with Trina, waited for Liza, had mass with them, went to Peaceful Place(that's outside our school), decided to go to David's and get a hair cut, rode the trike to David's and got a haircut(yeah!!!!), got back to school, people noticed something different on our hair(haha..), played/had fun with my Gabay and BI friends(yeah!!!!!!!!), went home for a while, got in the line for Band-Aid and then BAND-AID!!!(which was a bit boring for some of us), still fun!, got home around 11pm..

CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*ang iksi ng hair ko!!! haha.. I now have a shorter hair!

2005-12-12T21:14:00.000-08:00

*can't wait till...
-Fair!!
-Band-Aid
-Gabay booth
-Christmas!!!
-Christmas break!!
-New year!
-and every thing else that will come after this second. *tick *tock *tick *tock

whoop!

Spotlight "We are the emperors now! And we are the czars! And in time, we will all the STARS!"
wooohooo!

2005-12-09T20:52:00.000-08:00

TGIF nga ba?

hmm.. well.. mejo.. no practice for Spotlight... (walang 1st and 4th year)
-lunch with BI was great! haha!..*wink *wink! nyak! (oh ow, nakalimutan ko yung pizza treat ko for BI! haha (Bday last Dec6)
-*nice one! haha
-class shirt! ok na! fair booth ng Gabay! ok na din! woof! woof!
-Intrams is OVER! darn!
-Fair naman! wooof! woooof!

2005-12-08T13:57:00.000-08:00

Decmeber 5, 6, 7!! Intrams 2005!
yeay! Psyche!
galing galing!
go rhythmic! woof! woof! woof! woof! woof! woof! Psyche!
so many kagaguhans! haha! ;)*wink *wink!
GO GO GO GO Psyche!!!! Bring home!!!! the bacon!!!!
GO GO GO GO Psyche!!!! You brought!!!! the bacon!!!!
woooohoooo!
--thing is: di kami yung over-all champ! haha! still great!--
no classes sa 8! postponed ang clean-up! haha!
CASSIE: jackpot!!! haha!
-----rest rest rest rest rest-------

Decemeber 8, 2005(no classes!)
woke up at around 9am.. Didn't feel like eating breakfast so I just watched the TV! haha.. When I went down, I saw a wierd looking person (her figure was wierd). She was sitting. I looked at her even more.. Finally I saw it clearly, there were 2 people... My freaking(hate him! seriously) cousin and some ugly girl(not kidding).. I remembered there was this girl my cousin was texting. And that was her!!! nyak!!! Thing is: the girl was sitting in our sofa and my cousin was lying on the girl's lap! nyak!!! I was too miserable to see further so I went up stairs. so blah blah blah.. It was time to eat so I went down stairs.. The "lovers"(eee!) were not there so the atmosphere was still good. While we were eating, they came! nyak! the horror!!! They brought home burgers! haha.. So we ate.. The girl seems a little nice. My cousin's nice but he was just never nice for us.. Don't know why.. My cousin calls the girl, "DEAR"! I mean, they've just met for I think a 2 weeks!! After some time of eating, they went back to the sofa having the same cheesy lovers position! eeee! I can hear them talking and I finally realized the girl likes him because he's not from the Phils.. user! And I can hear her tone of voice! ANLANDI!!!! pababy pa ata e! nyak! The girl just don't really really know my cousin.. he's just wierd, different and not good in love[?].. So ayun.. And currently, I can smell the most horrible smell, my hatest smell, anything just not this one, really foul, horrible, unpleasant, really really BAD! HE'S SMOKING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! curse him! for all the things he's been doing (sorry...) so ayun..

Twenty Four Hours - The Athlete

People rushing left to right
There's pretty faces left to right
I'm just frozen staring into space
Faster than the speed of light
I'm holding on, I'm holding tight
Cause stars are gonna crash into this place
And it's caught wide screen so we dont miss a thing
Now I'm standing clearcause all I waited for is
Closing in,
We've still got twenty four hours
We're closing in,
We've still got twenty four hours
This is more than daily bread,
It's three degrees, It's something else,
And you just take it all into your stride
Couldn't be an accident
Cause I cant see no ambulance,
I know that we will work it out this time
And its caught wide screen so we dont miss a thing
Now I'm standing clear 'cause all I waited for is...
Closing in,
We've still got twenty four hours
We're closing in,
We've still got twenty four hours
Closing in,
We've still got twenty four hours
Now we're closing in,
We've still got twenty four hours
It's not over, It's not over
We've still got twenty four hoursIt's not over,
It's not over yetWe've still got twenty four hours

2005-12-06T17:30:00.000-08:00

GO SHORTY! IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!
go xtina! it's your birthday!
GO TIN! it's your birthday!
go MIMI! It's your Birthday!
GO ME! it's MY birthday!
DECEMBER 6, 2005!
december 6, 1991! Turned 14! whoop!
Dec. six, 2005!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
happy happy Birthday!
happy happy happy birthday!!

2005-11-29T04:29:00.000-08:00

*so you think i'm...........

Had a rough day! nyek! haha! I got home 7:15pm.. wow.. sino kasama ko dun! kainis si ate e! haha.. oh well....

2005-11-27T15:55:00.000-08:00

whoop! Just watched Harry Potter!! After watching th movie, I imagined our school having those kind of games.. wow! haha..

2005-11-25T12:45:00.000-08:00

whew! another week down!
-Intrams practices! woohoo!
-Outreach! ahh!

Saturday..Just got home from school.. Got my report card! whew! We had a practice from 8-11am for the cultural show "Spotlight"(chorale, aglaia, pep, acoustics) for our Fair. Stayed in school upto 12:30pm.. whoop! whoop! (kainis si "Jap"! *wink haha!)

*dang! This 3rd quarter is booked with nothing but activities! i like it! haha..

2005-11-22T18:30:00.000-08:00

JACKSTONES!! wooohooo!

Of course, I will always be the baby! and never the team captain! haha! practice!!

*sayings of Confucius and Lao Tzu! great philosophers!

2005-11-20T16:38:00.000-08:00

Saturdayafternoon, my family and I went to Shang Hotel Makita.. We were to sleep there overnight. woooohooo! We first went to Greenbelt to eat dinner. We ate at BUBBA GUMP!!!!! wooohoooo! It was a blast!!! Pure fun with my family! We stayed and ate there until 9:45pm.. whoop! Then we got to Shang Hotel Makati. Rested, watched tv and slept. Sarap sa Shang! nyak! haha..

Sunday morning, dad attended their conference. We were planning to swim for a while, I don't know what stopped us. Ate Kat studied at Starbucks. Mama, Jam and I went to the malls. Greenbelt, Glorietta and Landmark. Ate at Teriyaki Boy. Got back to Shang hotel Makati to fix things, get ready... We rested for a while and then left. Papa stayed will be staying there until Wednesday because they will be having more conferences.

I love Bubba Gump Shrimp Company!!

2005-11-18T12:00:00.000-08:00

CAT ATTACK!

Every recess or lunch, that creepy scary freaky cat would come near us and look for food. Eventually, we would always stand up, scream, stay really far away from the cat and stare at it until it walks away. Geli would always stand up on our seats(where we actually sit. and here comes geli dirting(?) it!)! naku kasi! And the rest of us would stand up on the elevated cement.. basta yun..

What's creepy about it, anyway? It has a peeled(?) off skin on its back, a really really dirty dirty fur(that's just disgusting especially while we're eating), wierd moves(basta yun. ang creepy), and a really wierd cat.

Sometimes other people would touch it and feed it! Is that wrong or is that wrong? The reason why that cat goes near us is because of food, and if they keep on feeding it (somehow taking care of it), it would never leave us.. kasi naman e! haha.. Really wierd...haha

haay.. that's life.. I hope manong would transfer that cat somewhere else..

(maarte ba?!) haha.. basta kung makita nyo yung cat, sobra....

T.G.I.F! or O.G.I.F. haha

2005-11-18T10:21:00.000-08:00

OGIF-Oh god it's friday! haha..

Week:

*every dismissal time upto 5:30pm, we practiced for the culminating activity. whoop!

*cleaners: group 3! that's us! whoop!

*Intrams practices!

*Xtina(me) sings the song: ".....Sugar, we're going down swinging!!....." hahah!

*I feel guilty about something..

*bonding bonding bonding with BI! Yummy Eats!! haha! Lime Slush! yessss..!

2005-11-14T20:53:00.000-08:00

After our Math period, we had our intrams practice.. Rhythmic stayed in the podium. So there, dance dance dance! After practice, we cleaned the classroom and went down to the canteen. Ultimate kakulitan again with BI and I went home.

I went first at "Don's" to buy green tea. Then, rode back home.

As our gate opened, I saw that guy again. My oh-so-dear cousin and don't want him to stop bothering me. Obviously, being sarcastic here. nyak! He was holding a box of cigarettes! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! That is what I hated the most on him! I started to feel bad again. I really don't know why but every step he takes and every move he makes seems wrong to me. Why?! ay naman..

2005-11-12T14:08:00.000-08:00

the horror has arrived!

While I was reading my book, ate Lot called us for lunch. As I went down the stairs, something stopped me. Unusual/unfamiliar guy voices laughing and talking. I thought for a while if mama or papa told us that someone will come over. No, I don't remember them saying that. So I tried listenning but I can't seem to understand them. I think they were speaking in another language. There was only one way to find out so I continued walking. So there, I saw 3 people sitting in our sofa; a girl and 2 guys. oh no! He's back! My sister and I were a bit shocked. oh well.. The other 2 people left because they were just dropping off our cousin(him!). Our cousin accompanied them to the gate and went back inside. I looked at him with a bit of unusual feeling in me. Wierd.. Fake smile. He sat on the floor and blocked the air from the electricfan. And then I smelled something bad and I knew it was him. I knew it! Before he got inside, he made a few blows of tobacco. (*&%$! nyak! It reeks! We didn't bother him and the smell so we just continued eating... I just hope his stay with us wouldn't be too unpleasant like before. All the heads in the house, surprisingly, were feeling the same of mine. haha.. oh well.. goodluck to us..

2005-11-12T10:15:00.000-08:00

Dampa sa Libis last night!

wooohooo! we had dinner at Dampa sa Libis! for the second time na toh! I was just after the changge(spelling?) e.. haha.. We went there because my tita was off to San Diego ata. basta some place in the US.. She wanted to try something different so there.. mmm mmm! Grabe! sobrang dami! haha.. Then, we bought things in the changge(spelling?) and got home at aroung 9:30.. ayun! Hope to try "Seaside"(ba yun?).. Liza said that place is better than Dampa sa Libis.. woohooo!

2005-11-10T18:55:00.000-08:00

Wednesday and Thursday; practice for intrams!

oh no! rhythmic again! I wanted to join some other, pero as usual, i'm still here in rhythmic. I don't even know how to dance and yet I still joined this. haha! so there.. Still pissed off with........and chicharon. haha

*I watched the The OC's last episode in season 2! season 2 is quite short! I want to watch season 3 already! (love the song Hide and Seek played in the plast episode).. ayun!

*Last english class, we discussed misjudgement. It was fun and I got back and recalled the days I misjudged someone or I was misjudged by someone. oh well..

*nyak! I have a wierd butt!!! haha!

2005-11-07T17:31:00.000-08:00

A pretty good speaker but a not so good friend..

haha.. connection? well.. you know what i'm saying. consuelo.. consuelo.. unending bonding with her new friends, here are her old[?] friends, waiting[?].. her old friends never had a chance to complete their group why? because of her.. she says she's not coming because of some [lame] excuse and here she is bonding[happier than ever] with her new friends... she even [left] her bestfriend.. do you get the picture?? this is crap, awful!
We're not jealous,really. We're just...(what's the word for that?).. haay basta yun.. babaw? nah.. maybe for you, it is.. but hey, if you were here in our shoes, damn..

2005-11-04T15:04:00.000-08:00

*these days: reading A Series of Unfortunate Events.. pambata!!! haha! although it's nice..

Thursday.. because classes are so soon, i've decided to just fill my schedule with movies.

Morning, I watched A Bug's Life (again).. why? just saw that dvd and thought of the day we last watched it.. That was a long time ago.. Edi yun. I watched it..

--lunch--

Fifi(my sister, Kat) and I were supposed to watch Four Brothers.. but I didn't play so we just watched TV.. We got bored watching TV..(how can that be? bored while watching TV?) So, we watched Malibu's Most Wanted.. Woooohoooo! B-rad! haha.

while eating dinner, we watched Armageddon.. wooooohoooooo!

Friday.. ma, Kat(driver.haha) and I went to SM North to buy the things we need...Ate at Tokeeyo Tokeeyo, a bit of shopping and got home around 5:30pm.. blah blah blah.. fun fun fun at home..

Saturday.. just had my denstist appointment.. i hate my braces!!! god! my tooth ache is killing me! Ma and I ate at Trellis(spelling?) ancharap!!! (i'm getting fat! tsk) Mom kept on saying "kailangan ko na magexercise! maybe that's the coke! titigil na ako.. nah! tikim tikim pala! *laugh" haha!

On the way home, mom was flashing back on their primitive lifestyle..(according to her) haha! their past time thingies.. blah blah blah.

Got home! --planning to watch a movie--

what am i feeling right now? naiinis ako!!!!!! kasi naman!

quick recap! haha

2005-11-02T15:20:00.000-08:00

haven't used the computer for quite long.. haha

yeah!

Sunday.. ate at Dampa sa Libis!! stig!

Monday.. study.. study.. pinoy.. computer..

Tuesday.. study study.. math.. english..

Wednesday.. study.. stat ap health..

Thursday.. study.. bio.. pe.. cl..

Friday... wooohoooo! last day na!!! ok.. took bio, pe, cl test and poof!!!!!! we're done with the exams! yeay! the only thing i'm worried about is how i did with my exams.. haay..

so yun! ate lunch with the BI!!! played with 10/12 BI! then, rummage sale!!! we were excited! haha! we fixed all the things we were supposed to sell and started it at aroung 1pm..
liza,geli and i were doing nothing, just watching the people ukay.. got bored so went to the buzzers and mic operators! nyak! naggulo lang kami sa kanila.. well actually, magulo na talaga sila, mas pinagulo pa namin.. haha! rummage sale was totally fun! well! gago kami! what can you say!

Then, went to Tel's place.. then to Ever grocery to buy food! Tokyo Tokyo!!! wooohooo! back to Tel's place and talk talk.. open forum.. It was fun!!!!! Then, unfortunately, i left while all of them will sleepover.. ahhHHhhh!!! andaya! so yun..

at home, we watched The Longest Yard!! wooohoooo! I loved it!!!! --off to bed--

Saturday.. officially our sem break.. nyak! corny.. We had lunch at our neighbor's house.. yum! Then, waited for mom get home from our neighbor's (we, dad, kat, jam and i, got home earlier than mom.. So when mom got home, we went to SM Megamall grocery store to buy things for our trip to Viscaya the next day. After grocery, Kat and I went to Powerbooks and bought books for ourselves. On the way to Powerbooks, my sister and I run-walked.. get it? fast walk blah blah blah.. it was soo fun even if it was just walking.. I bought A Series of Unfortunate Events (I know it's a kid's book but hey! it's nice..) and my sister bought The god of Small Things.. We ate dinner at our neighbor's house.. (again!) House blessing ek ek... Eat eat... Kat saw her friend there and I saw Cassie's mom.. We ate dirty ice cream and brought 1 for Jam(haha!). Back home, I fixed my things for trip tomorrow to Viscaya..Overnight only..

Sunday.. woke up 5:30am.. ay naku! Took a bath and took off. Trip to Viscaya was FUN!!! wooohooo! Then, got to our place there.. Attended mass at 6pm..(didn't understand the homily of the priest coz it was in Ilocano.. sheesh! kainis ah! haha!) Played with Kat and Jam(haha!) blah blah blah and got to bed.. Next day(Monday), woke up at 7:30.. Got ready.. Went to my cousins' place and to the cemetery and got back home.. Trip was FUN again!!! Of course! With the gamps! nyak!! haha!

Tuesday.. woke up 7:30am and got ready for cemetery again..(different one) We (family and cousins) stayed there upto 1pm.. (It was getting hot so we got home already..) Stayed at my cousins' crib until 3pm and went home..
At home, Kat and I watched a part(i think 1/4) of The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.. Dad told us that we will be watching The Legend of Zorro at Shang. Unfortunately, movie house in Shang's closed so Gateway then.. But we knew we couldn't catch the last movie so we just watched it at SM North.. Great movie!! ("My family is my life") After movie, got home immediately(don't know why).
At home, Kat and I continued watching The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.. We finished it late already.. Nice movie!! Sleep sleep..

Wednesday, here I am doing nothing.. Then I saw Liza and Geli's stats in YM that A Cinderella Story was going on in HBO.. So I hurried up and watched it.. Shet!!!!!!!! I want Austin Ames!!!! (When will I find my prince or my man--I don't know but that question just popped out of my mind! drama!) I really liked the quote in the dinner when the guitar fell..
Well, her i am... Still wondering about that movie and ME..(listening at the movie's soundtrack)

happy happy!

2005-10-31T17:50:00.000-08:00

Friday Oct 21! We have to dress like Mary! Aba aba! Haha! We were all in skirts and dresses.. naks! It was such a beautiful day for all of us! First thing in school, Moments of Silence, Ms Aureada wrote a short sentence on the board saying "Hindi matagal yung =) ko sa mukha ko dahil ang gaganda niyo!" .. We were all like "awwwwww".. Obviously, we fell for that.. That was such a nice thing to say!!

Ms. Aniago chose the best Mary-like dress in our class.. so blah blah blah..

Swimming time! Change.. change.. change.. to our swimming outfits! 20 mins for practice on our presentation about rescue blah blah.. Woooohoooo! The presentation started with Karen’s group and ended with someone’s group(forgot).. It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fun!

FREE TIME!!!!!!! Since it was the last day, we did ALL the things we wanted to do in the pool!!
Wooohooo.. took many many pictures(vain!) and played.. Then, we formed a big G for Gabay! Nice one!!!! After that, we did different diving styles! Wooohooo! Tuck, iba iba per person, side ways, front, back, spin, so many more and ended out diving session with a big splash na sabay sabay kami lahat! WOOOOW!!! Haha! Since it’s our last day of swimming in high school, we decided to have a salu-salo… donuts, cream puffs, brownies, juice! MMMMM… sarap!!! Took a shower and then changed to our Mary-like dresses again…

The other half of our class had a food sale at the podium.. of course, we supported them, by buying blah blah blah… eat.. eat.. eat… yummmmm! Studied for Bio practical test.(the nerve!! Haha!)

All through out the day, I don’t know what’s up but, our faces were filled with smiles… naks! Haha!

Chocolate by the bald man

2005-10-17T18:55:00.000-07:00

Chocolate by the bald man!!!
MAX BRENNER!!!

More than anything, I'm in love with chocolate.

Chocolate is part of my childhood memories , reminding me of my mom and dad returning home from trips abroad with a suitecase full of chocolates wrapped in crackling colorful paper. It reminds me of grandma, hiding chocolate in a tin box inside a big wooden cupboard. It's part of my youth, and it always reminds me of Ana, my first love.

I'm mesmerized by the history of chocolate, and I'm entranced by the nostalgic stories around, which carry me back to long gone romantic days. Chocolate is passionate,it's sexy and prestigious, and I always start my morning by eating a table of milk chocolate with nuts.

I invite you to watch, smell and taste my love story.

MAX

Ground Floor, Greenbelt 3 Ayala Center, Makati City

what-a weekend!

2005-10-17T18:34:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY, SATURDAY, SUNDAY, MONDAY-Fun days!
howwkei!

FRIDAY.. home alone! yeay but uhhh.. My mom has to be with her patient all night, Fifi's out with her friends[argh! sem break na nila(except for "duds")!] basta yun.. I was with my dad and Jam.. We went to our neighbor's house for dinner.. blah blah blah..
Jam, I, ates and kuyas played outside! whooop! wooohoooo!!

SATURDAY.. Out with my family(except my dad-he went to a car whatever) to Greenbelt! yeah! My cousin and our driver were together.. Mom was with her friends(gimmik nya,sumama lang kami! haha).. Fifi and I(Mimi) did whatever we want by ourselves. First, Mom(with her friends), Fifi and I ate at some great restaurant in Greenbelt 3. Fifi and I were in a different table.. While waiting for the food, nagpakavain muna kami ni Fifi! haha! Then, ate clams and steak there.. SOBRANG SARAP!!!!!! ayun.. We left our mom(with her friends). Fifi and I looked for Duds.. and there he was eating in blah blah kitchen whatever with his barkada.. talk talk talk.. Then, Fifi and I shopped all around!! Greenbelt 1,2,3,4! We walked around the mall for about 5 times! We ate at MAX BRENNER!!!!!!!!!!!(The chocolate of a bald man!) sobrang SARAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grabe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ayun.. We were waiting for mom! tagal nya! haha! We were thinking of watching a movie but we didn't know what time mom will be done with her gimmik! ayun.. sa sobrang tagal ni ma, Fifi and I walked to Glorietta.. shop shop shop! Ina! Sana nanuod nalang kami ng movie!! Mom called us up and ate at Max with pa... nako.. ayoko sa Max(haha!) corny kasi dun e.. Oh well, sarap naman.. And drove back home...

SUNDAY.. Off to Shang naman! My EL PABORITO mall in this country!!! (second is Greenhills)wooohooo! We watched a movie! yeay! Fifi and I were planning to watch Into the Blue pero hindi sya showing sa Shang.. Deuce Bigalow, napanood na ni ate..40-year old virgin! Tapos, our cousin said her wanted to watch Lord of War! Fifi and I were whispering "ayoko ng Lord of War!".. So we told ma that we'll just watch Corpse Bride at the Premiere Theater pero 3:30 pa sya! so... NO CHOICE! watch..watch..watch.. Ganda naman pala e! But not THAT... haha! So ayun.. We shopped till we drop and ate at Cibo! yum!!! Had mass there in Level 3... After Mass, drove back home and studied for our BIO TEST!!!!

MONDAY.. Fun day!
-Bio long test
-Open up na sa BI.. ok na! I think.. ayun!
-played-dismissal time.. GEMINI!!!! haha! LSS!

-THE OC later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooohoooo!

Oct 11 Tuesday was PERFECT!!!

2005-10-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

Oct 11 Tuesday was PERFECT!!!

Whoop! whoop!
-came to school, talked with the CC!! wooohooo!
-Ms. Aniago came.. ay naku!!! sobrang KJ!
-went to the gym for tae bo!!! woooohooooo!
-had English..
-Recess-
-Pinoy...
-Math-no teacher!!
-Bio...
-Lunch-unahan!!! guys, faster!
-CL... ay naku naman! (sorry Tel!!!)
-AP-Projection Room!(rosary..)
-Compt-saya ng Computer ngayon! haha! easy easy...
-DISMISSAL!-first, sa canteen with Kim, Karmelle, Liza, Cassie, Kat'am, Tel and Geli!
-ina! ang wild nung time na yun! hahahahahaha!
-the we decided to go outside... owkei may plan kami!! bwahahaha!
-played! get a partner, A will carry B on her back.. (racing! haha!) and then A
on B's back! haha!
-it's time for me to go.. arrr! nope, i don't want yet! haha!
-so, they rode with me aroung the school! haha! windows were open and we were
laughing and screaming! haha! I dropped them by and I went off! arrr!
-feeling ko talaga! I waved goodbye like a Ms. Universe girl! haha! ok diba?!

LOVE THIS DAY!

You we had a great day but bad hair day! waah!

2005-10-07T14:19:00.000-07:00

You we had a great day but bad hair day! waah!

Friday dismissal time.. owkeii..

Group 3! it's time for us to clean!

Xtina(moi), Trina, Tel, Liza, Ugay, Beloi, Nina, Karmelle, Geli, Cassie

Karmelle:at the count of ten at hindi pa kayo umaalis, cleaner na kayo! 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 9.25 9.50 9.75 9.90 10!!!!
Group 3: (ingay lang ng ingay!!) (sigaw!)
Xtina: ako na sa board!
Tel: hindi! ako na!
Xtina: owwwkeii!
Ugay: hala! wala nang pampunas sa board! yung cloth nalang!
Xtina: (joins ugay) 1 2 3 go! punas! unity!
Beloi: anong klaseng pampunas yan! haha!
Liza: magwawalis na nga lang ako!
Nina: ayusin ko yung chairs!

Group 3: okay! clean clean! clean! clean! (sige ingay lang!)
Finish na!!!!

outside:
Xtina, Alex, Ugay, Beloi, GK, Bea :waaah!!! guluhan na ng buhok!!!!! Ricky Reyes ah! Coz we're having a bad hair day!

*ingay lang ng ingay!

Mrs Santos: GIRLSSSS!!!!! go down!!!!!!!
*okay.. sige baba na tayo guys.. continuation downstairs! revenge! haha!

get ready with your combs! attack!!! hahaha! GK? baki ganyan buhok mo? o Beloi? Bush! haha

*at last! the war has ended! okayyyy.. sabog na sabog na! fix our hair and calm down...

Karmelle: alis na tayo!
Alex: wait lang!
Xtina: bili tayo! ang init!!!!
Karmelle: okay tara alis na tayo!
Alex: andami kong dala!
Karmelle: sige dalhin ko yung bahay
*walk
Karmelle: nangangawit na ako!
Alex: wait lang naman!
Xtina: Alex pasabay!
Alex: okay! bye Karmelle! thanks!
*we got home.. blah blah blah..

GREAT DAY!

*Went to SMF with ate, ma and Jam.. aright! Jam was ecstatic!

*I read my book for book report and off to bed..

COZ I HAD A GREAT DAY! haha!- Daniel Powter! (Coz you had a bad day)

yaman ng kahirapan.. our Amazing AP project!!!

2005-10-01T18:16:00.000-07:00

for great pictures, >tons of pictures!!

owkei....

I went to school to meet up with Trina, Monay, Cassie and Liza.. woohooooo!!! We had SOOOOOOOOOOO much fun!

We rode the trike going to Ever!! We waited for Tel in Save More. crossed the overpass!! wooohoo! an whoosh! ate at Kitaro first! yummmy! mommy kat'am!! and so..

We got inside the grocery of Ever!!!!!! waaaaaah!!!!! ULTIMATE KAGULUHAN with Liza, Tel, Kat'am, Monay, Cassie and me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOBRANG GRABE! people were looking at us because we were sooo hyper!! We took pictures with(vain!!!!!!!!), played with the products there!! waaaah!!! After that, we went to Zagu! Watermelon! Creme Brulee(spelling?) Vanilla! Yummm! We were at Ever for about 2 whole hours!! haha!

So... We passed the overpass and rode the trike again to Alex's crib! haha! rest.. rest.. rest..

and then walked to Nawasa!. Burn calories! haha! And so we reached it, at first, we were so scared!!! The people there were so unpredictable.. labo.. pero yun!

So we started the interview.. Wooohooo! Ate Ellen ba yun! Yes, it's her! Okay, video video! Trina as the camera girl.. Alex and Josh as the hosts.. Tel and I as the interviewers(happy that she has faith in God!) Liza, Monay and Casisie as the girls who were toured by Ate Ella at her house.. Then, we gave our presents to her.. and off to her house.. outside, we interviewed girls and boys.. It was sooo fun! We gave them treats.. They were so jolly and fun to be with! SHS Spirits the Best!!! Then walked home.. Some girls were asking this to Cassie, "Miss, Miss, anong pangalan nyo?" They knew that she's a daughter of an artist. ayun!

Tel, Trina, Liza, Monay and Cassie went the other way while Josh, Alex and I went the other way.. (Mares!!) wooohooo! Then went home.. there!

WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY!!

perfect week!

2005-09-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

last week of Septemeber!

Monday.. aright!!
Tuesday.. aright!!
Wednesday..perfect day with Gabay and Cheese Curls! did Music project..
>if you want to have FUN, click this!!!!!!
Thursday..finally passed our CL project!
Friday..what a wonderful day!
Today, Saturday.. a day with Cheese Curls again! AP project!!

I'm hoping I would get more FUN days!!!

FUN weekend!!!

2005-09-24T14:19:00.000-07:00

owkei..
Friday dismissal, we were sooooooooooo gulo!!!! when i say gulo, it's really soooo gulo! haha! Beloi and Beng are lagot!!! kasi naman! hahaha! and of course Cheese Curls!!

I got home to rest.. Then, Monay and Kat'am arrived at my house already.. We picked Liza up from school (trainning).. There.. BTW, we rode the Trike! wooohooo! In my house, we did our CL project.. Paint, paint, paint, paint and paint till we die! With the help of Kat'am's "never ending" paint daw! haha! We were so tired of painting! ahhh! Josh, Alex and Janna went to my house at arounf 10pm.. blah blah blah... super gulo Cheese Curls! hahahahaha! we ended up painting one another's skins! nyak! haha!

My house was cleared by 11:30pm... wooohooo! saya! I took a shower because I felt sooo dirty with paint! haha! Then off to bed!

Saturday naman!
owkei... went to school at 11am to meet Katam, Liza, Monay and Cassie.. there were lots of people there at Holy!.. ate at Karakuch(spelling?)!! left school... and then to Kat'am place.. wooohoooo! we thought about things for our Documentation until very bad news came! shet! Alex said the documentation will just be next week! arrrrrgh!!! kainis! so.. there.. NAPAKAGULO namin dun! never ending singing and ultimate kalikutan! wooohoooo! We also had some finishing touches in Kat'am and Monay's project.. so there.. nevermind details! haha! basta we were soooooooo like high people! lifetime supply of memory for being vain or should I say, super conceited! haha! grabe naman! so there!

Ate at Frio Mixx with the gang(Cassie, Katam, Liza, Monay..not so much of a gang)! ansarap maglakad!!!!!!! ina! woohoo! busog! wooohooo! picture picture again! BTW, We saw Barci's group there.. our 3rd home: Frio Mixx! yummmm!

ina! haha! walked back home to Katam's crib. Katam and Liza got ready for Manouevers concert while Monay and I fixed our things.. shiyet! I have to watch Manouevers!

ina! that's my fun? weekend.. yeah that was fun!

badtrip na hindi..

2005-09-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

owkeiii.. my title's vague but hey! it's somehow meaningful to me..

Homeroom! blah blah.. Scandalous Behaviors of SHSians! aba!!! tsk!tsk! tsk!

Hmm.. English! JAM-JTM session and it was my turn! i was prepared but it was short.. oh well..

blah.. blah.. blah..

aRRRRR! badtrip pero masaya parin! badtrip because of ................ hay naku!!!!!!!!!
masaya because that's just the way it is! i'm always like this!

dismissal: Went to the canteen with Liza, Karmelle, Cassie, Alex and Josh.. wooohooo! talk talk talk!!! yeah!! I love CHEESE CURLS forever! not the food! but our group and simply the people, my friends!

Karmelle! Here's what!! (Karmelle and Jewel! kidding!)
-Dear Heart to Heart..(don't know the rest of it)
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I am a junior
How about you!!
Your friend!
Guess who!!!

wooohooo!
BI! ano na nangyari satin?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!

feeling.... happy and down..hmmm..

waves of life...

2005-09-17T17:00:00.000-07:00

Life is so unpredictable.

So far, Bi's world has turned into a disaster.. BI just cried last Friday and it was... Nevermind the details, I'M JUST BEGGING GOD PLEASE HELP US..

okwei.. Yesterday(friday), performed for Science Week.. I was in the group of Song Adaptation with the Cheese Curls.. There.. after practicing for for the whole week.. This is it! Our performance was a big big disaster!!! We were so embarrassed to go inside the AVR again.. haha! We were about to cry! haha! Then one of the judges announced the winners.. Biyaya for song adaptation and Biyaya again for stage play... Their stage play was great! haha! oh well...

We just had our Confirmation about 8am! woohoo! The mass was so long... It lasted for 2 hours.. Yeay! I'm already confirmed! I can marry the man of my dreams!! haha!

After confirmation, we went to Cupertino to pick Jam up.. They had some program.. Jam dances well! haha! Then, ate at Pancake house! yummy!!!

Said goodbye to our dear mom for Argentina.. And got home.. I will miss my mom! haha! even though it's only for 2 weeks..

*feeling sooo sad..

The GREAT ESCAPE by Kat'am, Tel and Xtina

2005-09-10T15:48:00.000-07:00

-This great achievement occured last Sept 9, 2005! yeah!

-Woke up.. Got to school.. blah blah blah.. giving out of cards!! ahh! nevermind this...

Finally! dismissal time.. We wereto go to Liza's place to practice for Science Week..! While Liza's having their training with Josh, Alex, Monay and Geli for her, Kat'am, Tel and I decided to go to Ever to buy some food..

Just about when we were to leave the school campus... the guard approached us that I can't leave bacause I'm not a commuter! curse you, you guard! Anyway, we sat on the the waiting area with Ugay, Beloi, Nina(their group.. We were thinking of plans on how to escape.. but.. nah.. Then, Kat'am saw the guard go to the CR(the CR a little bit far from the exit place so it's possible for us to escape) We grabbed our bags with just a snap and ran to a trike! yeay! He didn't see us! hahah! The escape!! Ugay, Beloi, Nina(their group) were cheering, laughing and watching us escape.. We told the trike driver to hurry so that the freakin' guard wouldn't see us! yeah! We did it!

We rested, ate and fixed our things at Kat'am place.. and headed to Ever riding a trike! yeah! ansaya magcommute! haha! We passed through some obstacles like the pass over (don't know what it's called..the bridge way up for people crossing the drive way, the kid begging for food and coins, some guy following us.. and some other things..

And so we bought candies and junk food at the grocery store and bought Zagu! Grande! yummmm! We headed back to Kat'am's place and waited for Liza and the gang to pick us up..

Liza and the gang fetched us and headed to Liza's place already.. wooohooo! waah! Hersheys! cute dog!

And so in Liza's room, we played wrestling! sandwich! and more!, laughed, danced, talked and lots of screaming and more laughing!

After eating chicken with catsup/ketchup as dinner, Tel, Kat'am, Monay and Geli took a bath all at the same time to save time for more playing! Josh, Alex, Liza and I were the only ones in the room.. We played! and talked..! wooohoo! Liza showed us all the Most Gorgeous Guy in the Whole World! ang hottt nya! gwapo! She also showed us the Pinoy version of that hot hot hot guy! ahh! si manong! haha! asa siya! joke! And so we laughed and played some more! hahahaha! ahh! Paos ako! haha! still laughing! woohooo!

We did the Science and Music project already! Watched The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants!! ang ganda! wooohooO! ayun!

Josh, Alex and I left a little bit early... about 10:30pm.. While the others were to sleepover.. ahhh! gusto ko magsleepover!!!!!

Ayun! That's the end of my story! Paos pa ako! haha!

And so that's my Sept 9, 2005 story!

good, bad and everything in between!

2005-09-06T15:52:00.000-07:00

Woohoo! life is well.. today, Sept 6, 2005...
I woke up.. Got to school.. I thought I knew all the things I missed but no.. oh well.. 1st subj(Homeroom), did nothing! So I transferred my com ex to an intermediate pad and studied for the English quiz.. blah..blah.. after recess, practice for confirmation! yeay but uhhh.. yeay because we don't have classes after recess/before lunch.. uhhh coz our practices are sooooo boring.. time ran so slow.. I checked the time every10 mins.. i just can't wait for it to be over.. haha! We just practiced songs.. That's all! Good thing I wasn't a leader! whew! blah blah.. Lunch, CL, Bio.. and suddenly.. Mrs. Santos told us not to scream after she announces the announcement... So we just screamed having our mouths closed! ahh! classes will be dropped! yeay! but, Mrs. Santos got mad coz why are we rejoicing when there's something really BAD happenning here in the Philippines.. We were told to bring only the things we needed for assignments coz they said that it's really magulo(haha! conyo! sorry..) outside! ahh! So ayun! Alex and I rode back home and done! oki?! Life is... okay..but I still love it..

Life Goes On.. Woohoooo!

2005-09-06T15:38:00.000-07:00

As of Sept. 5, 2005, so many things happend to me!! and so far, they were great!!!

Let's get the recap of the stuff that happend to me!:

-Japan in our class! (we got to be Japan in some event and I was in the group of singing! Good? well, sort of.. practice..practice..practice..First Love by Utada Hikaru! nice song.. Unfortunately, we didn't go for the win.. still OK!)

-Beauties Indeed problem! (ahh!! Don't even bother knowing this! haha! basta! The important is WE'RE OK! woohoo!!!)

-Linggo ng Wika! (Our concept is "Ang mga Pilipino noong Panahon ng Kastila".. ok? I was in the group of dancing! woohoo! In our dance, i'm a guy! haha! First Time! It's A'right! Unfortunately, we didn't win again! haha! ok lang!)

-Linggo ng Wika (GYM)! (owkei.. we just watched it while other classes of different levels performed. woohoo! The teachers also performed! Go teachers! haha!

-more things happend and wow! i'm still alive!

-SEPT. 4, 2005!!!!!!! SOUNDTRACK (compettion)event in Philam Life theater! Go (chorale) Holy! Got to school at 10:45am and left school through school service at 11:00am! Inside the van: gulo ng chorale!grabe! kanta ng kanta!!!!! ingay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! screaming out our lungs! woohoo! We sure are excited for the competition! We arrived the place at about 11:45am.. Got inside the place still giggling and laughing! hahaha! Fixed our things and practiced in and out the theater.. Go Chorale! Ate burger, chips and water! yum! gulo parin ng chorale! aahhh! haha! Practice again! Ate KFC chicken! waaahh! ang gulo gulo ng chorale! grabe! haha! Make-Up and dress-Up Time!! yeay!!! FIxed ourselves had some meeting/talk! I learned that CHORALE LOVES ORANGE! That's the color of our costume! yeah! Did lots of expression enrichment! wooohooo! CHORALE IS STILL GIGGLING! haha! And by the way, chorale can't get through 15 mins without going to the CR(girls' room)! haha! punta ng punta! haha! Had some reminders with Mrs. Ben.. ayun! Chorale! remember to ALWAYS SMILE! oki? we love orange! yeah! And so competition started at exactly 6:00pm with the National Anthem, 6:03pm-Introduction of event! waahh! First school! second school! chorale! tayo na! second tayo! go! pasok! barefoot!GO THE DISTANCE and CIRCLE OF LIFE! at last! tapos! tawa lang chorale! chorale is so GULO! haha! shet CUESHE na! go takbo sa loob! And so the emcee introduced Cueshe and people started clapping and screaming! for me, they were ok! Ruben is soooo CUTE!!! waahh! Next up! who's up for a short game! next, third school! aba! Chinese! nice outfit! third school! woahh! nakaGOWN! they're so shiny! aba! fifth school! oki! SHET!!!!!!!!!! HALE na!!!!!!!!! oh my god!!!! i love CHAMP!!! woohoo! screamed out my lungs!! wahhh! picture lang ng picture! woohoo! and so last song na nila.. but we didn't get to watch that coz we were called by the staff.. they gave us instructions and reminders... Suddenly, we sensed something unpleasant to our noses! ahhh!! Shhh! nevermind! hahaha! we went out and we were shocked because the song playing was Crazy Frog! we happen to make fun of that song! haha! And so.. THIS IS THE MOMENT! For second place, SCHOOL # 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's us!!! We were screaming! yeah! The other schools congratulated us.. and then.. For First Place.. RAMON MAGSAYSAY! wow! Congrats! We went out and SCREAMED OUR LUNGS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO CHORALE!

And so my family and I took of and ate at Friday's! arrived home at about 10:30pm! still have to freakin' finish my com ex! nah! I might as well just have to tell Mrs. Ben that I didn't get to finish my com ex because of the competition! excused! yeah! and so I went off to bed! g'night!

Next morning, MONDAY! school day! 6:00am, Wake up tin! Got ready and went to school! people started to congratulate us for such "quite" victory! yeay! Geli and I were waiting for Mrs. Ben to announce that we got 2nd place in the competition. But, no.. We heard nothing.. uhh.. haha! It's ok! Recess time! We saw Fiona and Jen, going down stairs and they said to us that we can go home!!!!!!! we're excused! ahhh!! woohoo!! We told all the chorale members! and we got the PERMIT TO GO OUT, fill the blanks up, let Mrs. Santos sign it.... and Pshaw! woohoo! Fixed our things and waited for our "sundo" to fetch us! yeah! Fiona, Jen, Patch and I waited in the canteen.. Patch and I rode the trike with our maid on our way home... yeah! Woohoo! Logged in at YM and chatted with some chorale people! woohoo! What A GLORIOUS DAY!!! yeah!
- - - - So much for my looong entry! byeeee! I love my life!- - - - -
*just wondering what my classmates are doing right now?!?!?!